I am not a writer

I am not a writer but here I am tearing pages with my blurry eyes , trembling hands , pressing this pen too hard against the flesh of tender fingertips , I m here with tears in my eyes and ink in my hands , I am nothing , but a 17 years old girl , writting pain through feeble words and screaming in silence  and also getting judge for my silence

 

Smile on my face, tuck away my pain

Sparkle in my eyes , hiding my tears

Sounds of my giggle,suppress my scream

Scars on my skin cure ,but not the cause

Want to say many things but preffer to same

My life seems to be perfect but in reality its all messed up.

Assumptions

The basic prblm we all face that sometimes we assume something else.
overthink the same
and end up with some absurd result 

tired

"You look tired , your body need rest " They said
"No my soul need rest" She whispered to herself

Random Qoutes

1) Be your own source of happinesses
2) Happy ending are myths
3) Forever is a lie
4)Your painfull past can be your beautifull future.

diary

only here diary know who she is

fall💝

some fall for your beauty and here me fall in love with your scars🙈

writer?

"writer"
"Nah"
Then?
"Just a 17 yrs old girl who use writing as her medium to share her thoughts"

memory :,)

And she still have smile on her lips and tears in her eyes at the memory of his words..

the biggest mistake

the biggest mistake we did , giving our past another chance......

perfect match

he had his most silly smile when he was with her and she had her most silly smile when she was with him . Yet they both were made for each other💝

what you do

"what you do all day" they asked
"curing myself "   she whispered  to herself......

its ohk

Its ohkay to be different

smile :')

"Trying to smile"
......................         
failed
try again